Karma.

” Nu sunt foarte sigura de ceea ce simt. La inceput a fost surpriza. Surpriza auzirii numelui, pronuntat cu asa entuziasm ca ar trebui chiar sa ii multumesc acelei persoane. Apoi realizare. Constatarea realitatii si faptul ca nu mai puteam schimba cu nimic acum. Dezamagire, o profunda dezamagire pe care o simteam adanc, foarte adanc, acaparandu-ma. Deznadejdea in propriul viitor si ceea ce va urma, nefiind nici acum sigura de propriile forte. O mica urma de tristete pe masura ce un mic sentiment de neimplinire imi umplea sufletul.
Neputinta de a mai schimba ceva. “

O mica cuta ii apare pe frunte, pe masura ce scrie.  Si parca o rugaminte tacuta e gravata profund in incruntarea ei dura si in inclinarea usoara a sprancenelor. E neajutorata, dar realizeaza incet, incet ca asa a fost sa fie. Indura  si trece mai departe, sperand ca totut se va aseza cum trebuie ? Da, ea asa a procedat mereu.

Summerrrr. NOT ~

Cred ca nu am mai accesat pagina asta de fix doua luni.

Chiar imi pare rau, dar trebuie sa va marturisesc ca au fost doua luni grele ! Au trecut repede, dar au parut asa grele si pline si mii de chestii. In primul rand, am facut bine la examene. Nu extraordinar – se putea mult mai bine – dar media mea finala este 9,41. E o porcarie pentru ca la mate a fost un subiect de CACAO unde am luat 8 :O iar la romana 9,70.

Serios acum ..

Eu inca nu realizez ca e vara. Probabil va trebui sa trec cu bine de joia asta ca in sfarsit sa ma simt si eu cu adevarat in vacanta. :)) E greu sfarsitul asta :-j

A fost dureros. Ultimul Clopotel, Banchetul, Tricourile Albe, Pozele de Album, Albumul -

N-am sa va iau cu melancolia terminarii a 8 pentru ca dupa mici constatari realizezi ca nu e ultima data cand vei trece prin asta. Viata merge mai departe.

O sa imi fie dor ce-i drept. De scoala, profesori, colegii mei ! O sa vin sa vizitez. O sa incerc sa pastrez legatura. Ceva ce nu e imposibil, va garantez. Deja ma vad prin octombrie inghetata cu fularul si Ugg-urile mele albe, band o cafea la Starbucks cu fetele din generala .

Va iubessc mai ! <3

Rugati-va pentru mine sa scada mediile astea la licee joi :o3 Ne auzim dupa ce termin cu nebunia asta !

CROSS OFF THE ONES YOU’VE DONE ~

1. had sex

2. bought condoms

3. gotten pregnant

4. failed a class

5. kissed a boy

6. kissed a girl

7. used a little paper bag for lunch

8. had a job

8. slipped on ice

9. missed the school bus (too busy buying cofee or gum )

….where’s #10?

11. left the house without my wallet/purse (no need, since I don’t really buy much)

12. bullied someone on the internet

13. sexted (my friend made me just to see how dirty I could get… failed epically)

14. had sex in public

15. played on a sports team (tennis!)

16 smoked weed (no, but I was offered some)

17. smoked cigarettes (NO ! )

18. smoked a cigar (NO ! )

19. drank alcohol (only wine from church) ( yeah yeah =] )

20. watched “The Breakfast Club”

21. been overweight

22. been underweight

23. had an eating disorder

24. been to a wedding

25. made fun of someone for being fat

26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight (probably longer!)

27. watched TV for 5 hours straight (rarely but I think I’ve done it)

28. been late for work

29. been late for school (who hasn’t?)

30. kissed someone in the rain

31. showered with someone else ( or many )

32. failed my drivers test

33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes

34. been outside my home country

35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours (my family has an obsession w/ driving everywhere)

36. gotten my heart broken (I’ve broken some)

37. had a credit card

38. been to a professional sports game (I was forced, I’m not into sports really)

49. broken a bone

40. been unhappy about my weight (I think every girl is at one point in her life)

41. won a trophy

42. cut myself

43. had an STD

44. got engaged

45. been on a diet  ( did you ever noticed the word die in diet ? )
46. tried out to be on a tv show

47. rode in a taxi

48. been to prom

49. played in a drinking game

50. stayed up for 24 hours or more

51. been to a concert

52. had a three-some

53. had a crush on someone of the same sex

54. been in a car accident

55. had braces

56. learned another language (school provides you with that)

57. killed an animal/bug (I just killed a gross bug in the shower today)

58. been at a yard sale

59. been to a japanese steakhouse

60. wore make up (I’m 15, of course I have)

61. talked to someone via webcam

62. lost my virginity before I was 16

63. had my wisdom teeth taken out

64. kissed someone a different race than myself

65. snuck out of the house (yeah, I have)

66. bought porn

67. had a virus on my computer (I’m the cause… my bad)

68. had oral sex

69. dyed my hair

70. gone skinny dipping (in my own pool…alone)

71. graduated from college

72. wore someone else’s clothes

73. voted in a presidential election

74. rode in an ambulance

75. rode in a helicopter

76. caught the stove on fire

77. got in a verbal fight

78. been on vacation

79. been on an airplane

80. been on a boat

81. had surgery.

82. kissed someone before I was 14.

83. beat a video game (YES!!!!)

84. found something valuable on the ground

85. made a survey

86. stalked someone on facebook/myspace (everyone does, it’s natural)

87. prank called someone

88. been to a library outside of school

89. spent over $100 shopping in one day (with my $500 mall giftcard)

90. cut my hair and hated it (did I cut my own?) (along time ago )

91. peed outside (when I was desperate & I was in the woods)

92. went fishing

93. helped with charity

94. taken a pregnancy test.

95. been rejected by a crush / a boy

96. been suspended from school

97. broken a mirror (no, but I broke glass… I tried to break into my own house)

98. faked sick from school

99. owned a pet

100. been to six flag

Caaaake :o3

Am 15 ani si o zi ♥.

 

Springtime in the pants.

Nu stiu daca toata chestia asta merita un post, dar e un moment important :”> al primaverii.
Am comandat pizza in scoala ! =)) I mean, for real. Am sunat, am strans banii si ne-am dus in ora de fizica sa luam pizza de la poarta ! Cine s-a mai intors :-j Dar cred, ca principalul motiv pentru care am fost parati la Burcea a fost ca nu i-am dat si lu’ aia o bucata.
Azi, diriga ne-a anuntat ca este interzis sa ma comandam pizza. Ca s-au batut unii ( cu ea, pentru ea ), ca s-a chiulit de la ore ( dar aia ne-a dat voie ! ), ca i s-a facut si lu diriga pofta, dar era in post

M-am vopsiit.:”>
Vad. Zici ca esti pe stop in cap.>:D<

Palmface.

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Blue Cat 2.

Au trecut 7 luni ( fără 5 zile ) de când am postat imaginea aceea fumky cu ochelarii ăia cu motanu din ‘ Alice în Wonderland ‘, ăia de pe Bobsmade.com . Anyway, au veniit !!

A ajuns azi coletul din Germania . Când am văzut cutia, mi-era frică să o deschid.Desigur, asta nu înseamnă că le-a trebuit 7 luni să îi facă :)) Atâta mi-a trebuit mie să mă pun în mişcare . Doamne, parcă ieri eram la ţara, la bunici, şi scriam chestia aia xD

Au veniit !! Îi am la ochi acum ( acuma, în timp ce vă scriu postu’ . ) M-am tot analizat în oglindă, încercând să îmi dau seamă dacă semăn cu  tocilară . Daaa . Dar o tocilară dinaia b-) Chique . Retro . Bemky xD

Ii ador , ma . Sunt asa fericita . Maine ma duc cu prescriptia sa imi puna dioptrii .

Ieri am fost de serviciU .

Mai e un pic şi fac cinşpe.

Pizza doar cu branza.

Azi a fost soare, au fost 17 grade afara. Azi a fost primavara .